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i wish i can take u somewhere far,but i don't drive a car.there are many things we can do,but i don't know where to start.i can buy you the moon or the stars,but i know i'm just dumb.i want to light up some candles and lay u down on the open field so that we can view the silent sky.i can say nothing more.i have not met you yet.please come hear me,which i think you are too far.you will find me,only if you can see the silence inside..

Friday, February 11, 2005

I let u die in me
my daily prayer
the daily hurts
in silence in silence..

I meant nothing to u
juz a self pitied fool
whom u can't trust
whom dun seems to understand
WHY DO I BOTHER?
WHY DO I CARE?
still blinded by u
still think dat u care..

so weak in ya presence
so weak in ya expands
i'll throw everything away
juz to climb over the fence
to hear u to be with u
even everything dun make sense..

Maybe i should kill all the thoughts about u
they dun exist
it's a lie i can't resist
it's a lie cause u exist
i dun deny u
i still care..

It's dying it's dying
soon u'll be flying
we won't be as close
now hear me crying
how useless of me
juz to be in tears
in fear of losing u
WHAT IS LEFT?
nothing nothing
WAS THERE ANYTHING IN THE FIRST PLACE?
nothing to begin with..

I'm buried in prayers..
in confessions..
i was never there..
u fell for Attention..
u luv Attention
not me..
Never me..

here i am alone
holding hands with God
HE called me into his embrace
in His embrace i'm saved..

Goodbye..goodnite..
everynite i think of u..
soon u'll die in me..
cuz i let u..
memories of u..
thank u

SY



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