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i wish i can take u somewhere far,but i don't drive a car.there are many things we can do,but i don't know where to start.i can buy you the moon or the stars,but i know i'm just dumb.i want to light up some candles and lay u down on the open field so that we can view the silent sky.i can say nothing more.i have not met you yet.please come hear me,which i think you are too far.you will find me,only if you can see the silence inside..

Friday, July 30, 2004

Cold
have i forgotten u
distant silence
heavy words
unthink
now i cut u
so sorry
but i hurt myself too
why
am i heard
or just words
a passer by?
no i don't want to be
but i want u
u by my side
i close my eyes
now i pray
now i wait
knowing
u r not here
so hear me..

 

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

I glue cup back together
picked up the pieces 
from the cold floor
broken in pieces
wishing for more
wishing to see the cracks
maybe there's more
now u will be strong
NOW U WILL BE STRONG
be strong..now
here is the glue
help yourself
nothing i wish more
nothing at all

SY

 

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

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Monday, July 19, 2004

Here the story ends..goodbye

Sunday, July 18, 2004

2nd of baybeats
Surreal did a good show
impress impress
end off eating with the Buddhistson boys
ha ha! great!
merch tent was crowded + bz..
i did nothing..hehe!
Ray was funny..
my peeing buddy!
 
Thank U God..
U r so good
so faithful
so real
i know U r here with me..
 
 
 
my sleeping beauty
i wish to make u mine
time will tell everything
God knows His time
i see u today
maybe not tomorrow
here i just hope & pray
to have u to stay
 
now we keep a painful distant
 
why do we need to be
mouthful of people
mouthful of concerns
twisting thorns into my heart
turning me internally
telling me externally
i'm not worth to trust
 
blind me
no more will i see
what is happening
blind me
let me sleep
and not think
 
now i hide
words in silence
my voice
only in my prayers
will i hear
afraid afraid
i say my prayers to sleep
 
let my fear die..
as i kill it with prayers.. 
now tears to sleep..
 

 
Sy
 
 
 
 


Saturday, July 17, 2004

baybeats is awesome..
great to see all these folks..ha ha!
 
Thank U God..
for everything..
for the weather..
for the shelter i lived in..
 
 
 
morning
shines ya beauty
whining awake
close my eyes
a little longer
 
noon
overdose of sleep
flooded
u & me
still hardly awake
 
still missing
scent of u
quietly
asleep
 
Sy
 

 

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Oh heavenly father
Come fill me
As I rest in ya arms
In my sleep
In my dreams
Let me see u
Take me
Take everything I know
It’s all yours
Let it be
Just u & me

a song for my Saviour..
without HIM..
i duno who i am..
without HIM..
there's no life..
thank U once again..



the whole of today
all i wanted is to be with u
the whole of today
just wana hear u
the whole of today
left me cold
the end of today
i walked alone..
the end of today
my Saviour walked me home..

Goodnite..
sweeten tomorrow
kill the sorrow
for tomorrow
there won't be sorrow..

SY

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

nice & cold today
i luv this weather
for now for now

Thank U God..
for the weather
for the food
for this life
thank U sooo much..


each day passes
i dug deeper
searching for u
burying me
burying how i feel
thot u shld know
but here i'm speechless
colour everything this way
now i see it this way
help
so only in prayer i seek
here i say goodnite

Sy


Sy




Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Exams are over..
at least the 1st module..
lets hope i pass..he he!

Thank U God..
for this life..
this bed i sleep..
this house i lived in..
the food b4 me..
U r so faithful..


fall
break me in pieces please
i shouldn't be here
but i want to stay
to see u behind the face

truthfully
there's no waiting
not for me
not for anyone

let me fade
fade away
in my prayers i'll see u again

nite..

SY






Saturday, July 10, 2004

Lastnite,
Observatory is great..
moody lights + awesome designs..
ha ha!

noon..
haven't read much for exams..
oh dear!!! still stuck at electronics..
i hope i dun have to repeat this module!!!

Thank u God..
U r so good to me..
so faithful to me..


Black..
u & me..
both in glasses..
u & me..
so much of u..
i adore..
here i can only wait..
to fade ya painful past..
waiting for..
the colourful season..
for u to bloom..

Sy


Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Tired..
after one nite of recording with SKY..
then mixing the blues song in skool till 6am..
haven't got the chance to sleep..

it's heavy..skool+ SKY+ the fest!!!

Thank u God..
it has been great!!!


purple today..
the flower reflects u..
how beautiful..
sleepless me..
dinner..
u & the tired me..
how beautiful..
to walk beside u..
the scent of u..
remains..
the purple alien flower..

Sy


Sunday, July 04, 2004

Finally i'm back..
my pc died like last week..
exams coming..next next monday..
+ Sonic Fest.
+ Skool projects deadline..
+ Sky..
oh!!! abit worried..

watched..
>Spiderman 2
>asterix & Obelix

Thank U God..
U r so faithful..
so sweet..
so dear to me..
i wana be more like U..
teach me..


The food..
the gigantic sugarcane drink..
the secret garden..
the water feature..
the dragonfly tiles..
the stones..the photos..
the talks..your hair..
your head..i'm the rest..

like water..
u flow..
the time flow..
it's late..
we go home..
i wish u stay..
so here..
Goodnite..

my nova..
the brightest star..

Sy




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