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i wish i can take u somewhere far,but i don't drive a car.there are many things we can do,but i don't know where to start.i can buy you the moon or the stars,but i know i'm just dumb.i want to light up some candles and lay u down on the open field so that we can view the silent sky.i can say nothing more.i have not met you yet.please come hear me,which i think you are too far.you will find me,only if you can see the silence inside..
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
i'm just me..simple..like it or leave it..sorry if i hurt u..my not lost..i'm just walking the path where God wants me to be..yeah yeah! watever u say is soo truth..but u r not there..u duno..i'm a very intense person..u dun understand do u? stop preaching & giving me solutions..cos it hurts..just be a friend not pretend!
why does it always be this way? i still think abt u..thou u made me tear so hard,so disappointed..but its ok..i'm good....
Sunday, December 28, 2003
thank u God..i know u r with me..
morning don't look so bright today
as i crawl out of my slumber
the night was quiet with emptiness..
hearing my heart's cry i feel the cut that sunk my heart
as i bleed to sleep hoping it'll heal someday..
lifting my head up..i smell hope..i'll be there one day
i see the stars that twinkle endlessly so does my heart beat..
i seek comfort..i seek strength..
buried within me
lost in my anguish as i seems to vanish..
i'll not hide pride the parasite
fading in the light..
Friday, December 26, 2003
Christmas is so quiet & laid back this year..maybe b cos no girlfriend..ya! didn't enjoy myself..went for a party..got home early..hmm..had a great talk with a new friend..well,she likes me..hmm..she's pretty honest with me..then again she's too direct..hmm..some censored question..oh! well..nice to know dat there's at least a gal dat digs me.. ha ha!
yeah! the date with dat artist was awesome..it's just me..dun think she feels anything for me..ya! it hurts..we had dinner..then we ended up at her studio..she's so sweet..me bought her a small cactus+ a cocoa butter shower thing..& of course my solo project VACxine..the cd..
i think she's taken..of course all sweet gals r taken..wats left for me?..man! hurts boy! it's a lie..have to stop believing in dat..can't help it..she's so nice..similar taste..thinkin..color..ehaaaaaaaaaaa! looks like i can only go this far..
feelin emo today..i wana feel better..i'm not ugly! i'm a product of the finest..the one who create everything..
why is it always like dat..?thank u JEsus..for i'm able live!
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
this year the HONG is strong! ha ha ha!
the far east gig on saturday rocks man! almost die of shoikness..THANk U GOD! can't describe the fun..but its absolute darn power! yes of course the play on friday & saturday is power too..lah!
oh! haven't got any present for anyone..well..me this year gona save a bit..ha ha!
me got a date..with an artist which will happen in 16 hrs time..this babe..4 years older than me..but she rocks man..well,not official date of course lah! just having dinner! hope dat it's just me & her..well well..me will update soon!
bottomline..SANTA IS DEAD..cos JESUS REIGN! yeah! dats my man!
Thursday, December 18, 2003
yes..the schedule sux..poor management..bad communication too..that causes me to cancel jammin with SKY..sux leh!wah! feel very so sorry for the band!..looks like we gona play without rehearsal! errr! hate playin without practice!
this week is pack! wicked man! ha..i must say this's by far my busiest time..wooo hoo! feel crappy today..more like angsty!i begin to hate the female species a lot more..so full of themselves..i dun mean harm..not to hurt anyone! they got to prove me wrong..the way they think! blah blah blah!
bottomline..just tired of being the person who gives..& gets back little!
Sunday, December 07, 2003
Friday, December 05, 2003
so sad..my aunt went for check up today..results were shocking to know she had internal bleeding in her head!
oh! GOD i pray she'll know u & ya healing hands to be on her..may the blood of Jesus cover her..may ya angels watch over her! i pray for an open heart Lord! i pray for her salvation! thank u LOrd..my saviour ..amen!
did anyone poison the sky today? why does it look so dull & grey? i tired to smile & smell the rain..as soon as the pain faint..
(if the devil reminds u of ya past,u remind him of his future) basically,there's no future for the devil!
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
sunday..late for church..wah! 45mins late..no cabs + the impatient me..arrgh! don't work! lunch was great..chicken rice again..yes played carrom with UNcle sniper..the 2 Jons,me ..charlie..no i mean kevin..ha ha ha! it was hirlarous! end up me meeting my dad..well..ok lah!
oh! hmm..me cheongster?..a bit wrong leh!..hip & trendy..i thought i was already one..how shld i view this..ha ha ha! got mohawk = punk? no rite! he he he! got dick= man? no really rite? ha ha ha! well..i dunno wat to do? no inspiration for this season + feelin so lonely inside..man! i wonder why? ha ha! just gotta laugh at everything! i dunno anymore..for sure..i wana be happy& i'll fight for my joy..regardless how long this's gona take..yah! it's taking darn long..ha ha ha!
yes! rehearsal went well today..thou work super shag sia! lets not continue work stuff..HAPPINESS..doing something different..feels good thou..thank God for everything! thank u! hmm..more gigs coming on this month..wah! great!
ok! sy still feels crappy here & there..i'll fight for my joy..i wana maintain this level..thou it's so hard tryin to be single..u know wanting to be attach & stuff..ya ya! this whole human touch thingy..i'm so tired being so crap..i can't change how i feel..but God can change the heart..i'll be Symon someday..yes the real him..not the tired bastard!
oh! milton the spam king is back! ha ha ha! luv u bro!